So as you all know, i am thecaptain for uta this coming season, get it! anywho, I have my first meeting tomorrow at the directors house with oscar, YEAH!! i miss that man so much, hes my sexy club dancer, :) makes me smile, anywho, school is going great! I get out the 11th, thank the lord, but final exams are coming up and i am going insane, probably pulling all nighters "as if i dont already!" afterwards, I only have like two weeks free until i begin summer school, OH BOY! lOTS OF FUN!! i need a vacation, murrrr.....

i am purely in love, as you all know! Patrick is the one that has officially caught my heart! I am in heaven when I am with him, hes smiles everytime we look at eachother, i couldnt love anyone anymore than i do for him, he is my knight in shining armor.

on a wierd note ---last night i had a dream though, that i casually met my ex and we hit it off *AGAIN* everytime i see him we always somehow hook up again, well this time we met and wanted to hook up, but i was with my love, i dont know what this dream was about, but it was wierd! and ackward,. i didnt go back to my ex, i chose to stay with Patrick, but why did i even dream this? confusing!!!! hmmm.....any help please.

OHHHH.......megan g. i love you babe-you are my b/f and i will be there for you and your man and now your soon to be baby girl, bailey, (my baby god-daughter). and camie, your son is going to be wonderful, mason, i will be with you through it all. both babies due in end of june!!! YEAH!!!!!

So iif you do not know, Ars Nova winterguard made 4th place at wgi ! i love this group soooo much!!! I cant wait till next winterguard season. as for uta colorguard, yep I am the next captain this coming season, with my hot sexy  best oscar! I miss that guy with all my lil heart! I think i should probably call him and go club dancing with him, inwhich if you are interested emaiil me and we can go, **** city streets, sunday***** FYI* lol.

School well there is alot to say, history is great, I am playing catch  up for all of the homework i missed when i went to dayton last week! architecture is the hardest but i am enjoying what we are currently creating! I love charcoal pastels, they make me smiile :) interior design, well i just turned in my notebook 70% of my grade, i hope i did great! wish me luck....as for patrick, my love, my everything, we are doing amazing! everyday i wake up  looking forward to seeing him that afternoon, i think we are going to get our hair cutt today, lol...this is my first free weekend in like 9 months that i can spend time with him, maybe even see his buddiies! yep, Nick, Jase, chad, tommy, I admit you do grow on me, and i miss you guys! i hope we can hang out tomorrow night! movies, please!!! lol......anywho, i guess what i am saying is that i love li fe right now, and its Perfect!!!

So I am finally out of school for One Whole Week, and lets just say I am very excited about it! School has been really busy these past couple of weeks. Yesterday night, I had to pull an all nighter to study and finish my architecture project due to midterms and projects. Thank the Lord its all over. I think I did really well on my History exam and my Interior Design midterm, as for my project my professor told me to do some more stuff to it and turn it in on Tuesday when we come back, but now I think it will look even more creative. I am very proud of it, and still have the opportunity to make a "A" my main concern sense it is 60% of my final grade in the end of the year!

So I really want to go out and party and have fun during this spring break I just dont want to be stuck at home, so peeps let me know what your doing, I will so come and party with yah! I need some time away from all this school and guard stuff!!!! lol, much needed! Dont get me wrong I am very excited about competition, I hope we get first, oh how I love this team, and cant wait till marching season! Oscar, you are my sexy ass dancer, Muah! We are going to rock next year, get it UTA 2006 colorguard officers! Muah! xoxoxxo     <3<3<3<3<3Really good song from Imogen heap <3<3<3<3<3

Where are we, What the Hell is going on, the dust has only just began to form crop circles in the carpet, seanking, feeling. Spin me around again, and rub my eyes has caught be happening. when busy streets and mess with people would stop to hold their hands heavy. Hide and Seak, dreams of sewing machines, hold those years, they were here first. All the marks appear on walls, where pleasure moments hung before they take cover, a sweeping insenesitivity of this still light. Hide and Seak,dreams of sewing machines, ohh wont catch me around here, Eyes and tears they were here first, ewww whatcha say, ohh that you only meant well, because you did, ewww whatcha say, emmm, that its all for the best, because it is. Ewww whatcha say, hmmm, that it is just what we need, that you decided this, ewww whatcha say, owww, what did she say. Ransom notes keep falling out your mouth, bit sweet talks that people look about, speak no feeling no unbelievable, you care a bit you dont care a bit, oh no you dont care a bit! no no you dont care a bit, you dont care a bit!

Yep, so Ars Nova got an 84.1 OMG, we are so rocking everyones boats, lol! I love this team, Houston was so much fun! I got to see new and old friends and lets just day that Saturday night was crazy, but did I have fun! I will let you all figure that one out! As of right now, Ars Nova is ranked #1 out of like a million, not really a million but you get my drift lol!!! Anywho, my weekend went great! I love this team that I am on! I havent felt this way in a long time! I dont think I could have gotten this far without the friends I have today! NIck- You are and will always be the sweetest person I will ever know, you were my first friend at UTA, and look forward to next marching season with you on my side! lol.  Rena-Girl you rock my world, that is all I have to say, I hope that we grow as the bestest of friends, maybe I will dorm next year, who knows and we could be roomies lol! Julia-OMG girl you are great! You always know how to put a smile on my face thank you sweety from the bottom of my heart! Kristin-you are so unique and I love that about you, you definately know how to make an enterance, and us and our leadership styles, will so rock next yr. and OSCAR- boy- you know i love you, you are my captain and I am your  Co-Captain, we will do great next season, and I love that I am standing by your side! We will always be there for eachother, you can always and I mean always put a smile on my face! Get it club dancers, you are my sexy ass beast! and to my love-Patrick-you are the one that makes me hole, I know you wont read this, but I want to let the world know how I feel for you, technically their are no words that I can lay down to describe my feelings for you. Just as long as you know I love you, that is all that counts!

My life as of right now, is going great! School is getting harder, but that is what makes me strive for me. Life is constantly moving and I cant stop! I love it, hope to never come to a hault, or a dead end, because from here on out I am my own person! Looking towards the future! Thank you God, for all your imspiration! xoxoxo, Muah!!!!

All right, so now that this week is finally over I can update you all! So Ars Nova is going to Houston and we leave tonight at 6pm and wont be back until I believe Sunday at 2pm. We are going to have so much fun, lol...I have been really busy working on my architecture project figures this week and trying to catch up on all of my homework before I leave today! In which I did!!! Get it Teresa! I personally am having a great week, I hope this weekend goes great as well! Oh and if you didnt know by know! I made Co-Captain on the UTA guard! Oscar made Captain! So next season is going to totally rock, the UTA guard is going to be GREAT!!! lol..."Get it UTA!" ~ After 4 yrs. of trying out to be officer, this is the yr. I make captain, hahaha, isnt that funny? lol...I am really excited! If you haven't noticed yet!

I wanted to once again take the time to say how I am so lucky to have such great friends near me! Ever since I left High School, I have met and created friendships that I hope will last a life time! I can truly say that life as of right now is great! I am going to have the best carrer, which by the way in statistics is ranked top 10 sexest jobs in the world-my dad looked it up, lol....I have a wonderful boyfriend, that I truly can say that I love with all of my heart! A family that will always be there for me, and friends that are spontanious and caring, loveable, funny, and unique in all sorts of ways! I love everyone, and hope life just gets better!!!